So unexpected, so fast, so terrible, so hurtful ... death came and it snatched you away from those who love you !
Our life goes on but for how long ? When will we have to cry again for the lost of a friend, a brother or a sister, a mother or a father ?
Sometimes I think of you and I just feel like cryin', like beatin' up everyone in this whole world !
You're an angel now ... I don't know if you feel better where you are now but I really hope and pray that you are cause you deserve it !
You were my dream
You were my wish
You were my fantasy.
You were my hope
You were my love
Was everything that I need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry ...
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of
The highest power.
In lonely hours my dear brother, the pain devours me, it splits my heart and I just feel like givin' up this fight, this life, this love !
Things will never be the same, your death hit me so hard I don't think I'll ever feel good again ! No use going to places where we used to go anymore cause I'll be cryin' you a river there ...
I can see your signs, I follow your path, you guide me in my dreams and lead me to the light ... You sit beside me everytime I use my car, you walk next to me in the dark night ... You are just present through memories and signs !
I love to know that we still had good times together ... We still had fun and lots of laugh like when I came and pick you up in Kourou or like when I've met your dad ! Or even that night when we went at the palmist and in the club ! Or when you visited me in Kourou hospital ... On the cricket ground ... On Kourou beach ... So sweet memories, so many hugs, so many : I love you sis' !
And ... Today nothin' more !
Life is a bitch ... We get attached to people and then one day God snatches them from us ...
How do He expect I can live knowin' that He fucked my life up !
After all this shit only my family I wanna be attached to cause I don't wanna waste one single moment with them ...
Can you imagine how I will feel if I wake up tomorrow and they are not there anymore ?
Sunny, I love you buddy ! And for me, you will always be alive cause you live in my heart !
<3 <3 <3